It
reminded my parents of one of the churches ‘back home,’ that being Russell
Springs, Kentucky. The little building in Leroy, Ohio had been a bar for years
until a car mechanic from West Virginia who had a call to preach bought the
place and renovated it into a church. I was five years old when I first walked
into that church and for the next three years I spent Sunday morning, Sunday
evening and Wednesday evening, terrified.
We
had two revivals a year, one in the Spring, just before planting, and one in
the Fall, just after harvest. Those revivals were two week long affairs. West
Virginians and Kentuckians came from all over Northeast Ohio to those revivals.
We always had the same evangelist from somewhere in West Virginia and,
apparently, he was a super star down in those parts. The only reason we always
had him was because he was Miss Tillie’s brother. Miss Tillie was the pastor’s
wife.
Our
regular services were scary enough. A whole lot of screaming and jumping and
people falling to their knees. I remember the pastor running down the aisle one
night and grabbing my father by the arm and dragging him to the alter, very
much against his will. I believe that was the last time my father ever went to
that church. However, as scary as the regular services were to a very little
kid, the revivals took the spooky level up several notches. The evangelist only
had one arm, having lost the other in an accident. But with that one fist he
would pound the pulpit until you thought it would shatter. He would run up and
down the center aisle waving his Bible and calling God’s judgment down on all
us miserable sinners. There was one little man who always showed up for those
revivals. It was like he was a groupie of the preachers. When the preacher
started running down the aisle, this little guy would jump up shouting and
start throwing hymnals toward the ceiling. Once he got so happy, he ran to the
back of the church. But instead of using the aisle, he jumped up on the back of
a pew and ran to the back by leaping from one pew to the next. I remember my
sisters, both older than me, crying during every service. I never knew if they
were ‘in the Spirit’ or if they were just scared.
The
piano was a holdover from the days when the building was a bar. It didn’t
matter what was played on it, it just sounded honky tonk. Miss Tillie played
the piano and she could seriously beat that thing. Each service seemed to have
ten songs at least. It probably wasn’t that many, but it was excessive. Miss
Tillie played by ear and sometimes it took her a couple of verses nail it down.
Then it got loud and fast. I was a teenager before I found out ‘Amazing Grace’
was not a racing song.
But
there was a song that Miss Tillie played and sang as a solo sometimes that
always calmed my spirit. The only time I ever heard it was in that little
church and it nestled away in one of the empty spaces in my mind, always a
comforting though. Some of you may know it, but no one sings it anymore that I
know of.
Last
Sunday it surfaced in my mind. I hadn’t thought of that song in years. I was
sitting in my living room thinking about the young woman who had the stroke.
How confusing it had to have been to be in a rehab place, unable to see anyone
but nurses and therapists. Did she understand why no one was there? Was she
able to reason that her kids and her husband love her? Did she know it was
Mother’s Day but her kids were not there. I felt depression on my soul.
Depression for her and for all the those people who have been affected by this
virus in some way. And it was then that the Lord woke that song up in my mind.
The
Last Mile of the Way
1.
When I
walk in the pathway of duty,
When I work till the close of the day,
I shall see the great King in His beauty,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
When I work till the close of the day,
I shall see the great King in His beauty,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
Refrain:
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way,
I will rest at the close of the day;
And I know there are joys that await me,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way,
I will rest at the close of the day;
And I know there are joys that await me,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
2.
Here for
Christ I proclaim the glad story,
Here I seek for His sheep gone astray,
And I know He will show me His glory,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
Here I seek for His sheep gone astray,
And I know He will show me His glory,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
Refrain:
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way,
I will rest at the close of the day;
And I know there are joys that await me,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way,
I will rest at the close of the day;
And I know there are joys that await me,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
3.
Here the
dearest of ties we must sever,
Tears of sorrow are seen every day;
But no sickness, no sighing forever,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
Tears of sorrow are seen every day;
But no sickness, no sighing forever,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
Refrain:
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way,
I will rest at the close of the day;
And I know there are joys that await me,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way,
I will rest at the close of the day;
And I know there are joys that await me,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
4.
Here on
earth I have earnestly striven,
And have sought all His will to obey,
’Twill enhance all the rapture of heaven,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
And have sought all His will to obey,
’Twill enhance all the rapture of heaven,
When I’ve gone the last mile of the way.
Why did that
song come to mind? I think it was to remind me that everything here is just
passing by. Someday we will walk that last mile of the way. But until then, we
have to walk the pathway of duty. We have to work until the close of the day.
We have to proclaim the glad story and seek for the sheep that have gone away.
Here on earth we lose the ones we love and tears flow like rivers. But we
strive forward and follow His will.
We face this
virus, but it is not the end. The word of God tells us there will be things
like this and there has been all through history. But it doesn’t change our
purpose, our calling. While we are here we have a job to do. There is coming a
day when we walk that last mile of the way, but for now we don’t let depression
rule. We pray, we work and we give God the glory!
Philippians 1:20-24--- as
it is my eager expectation and hope that I will not be at all ashamed, but that
with full courage now as always Christ will be honored in my body, whether by
life or by death. For to
me to live is Christ, and to die is gain. If I am to live in the flesh, that means fruitful labor for me.
Yet which I shall choose I cannot tell. I am hard pressed between the two. My desire is to depart and be
with Christ, for that is far better. But to remain in the flesh is more necessary on your account.
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